I willingly apologize for what I have done in the past, I really do. The main reason I probably went after you especially like you've stated (It's hard for me to remember that long ago, I do recall trolling you and purposely getting under your skin for whatever reason, but not the extent in which you believe) I was probably upset with you at some point for your dislike with me when we played flood together when I kinda wanted to befriend you and you just were consistently a jerk i'm not saying I was right, i'm sure you were a good guy and you were just reacting to what I gave you, but I suppose it all started with a misunderstanding and I got off to the wrong foot with you. Like I said I apologize and wish that you have no hard feelings for me, Jim. I was quite a different person then as I am now and I don't believe what I did was right so in the very least I can apologize to a community I once held so close to me regardless if I get unbanned or not.
- Nick
Too re-cap what I did for the most part would be this.
When I joined rNd I played flood mod with everyone priar to VIP and regular being released. I got along with most of the common crowd and become an active member. Soon I felt comfortable here and kinda just fell into the "Oh i'm just trolling my group its okay" This didn't just happen over night it took me a bit of time to get comfortable here, I wasn't a huge issue with an major members until a year or so into my stay here. At that point i'd got noticed by admins and I t\not in the good way the few I can name are Jim/Moo/Coolz(Whether or not Coolz disliked/liked me I would never know I talked to him once and I didn't leave a good impression on him). It wasn't that I was a bad member we all had our jokes and we all messed around but I just took it too far sometimes and I got myself banned multiple times. The userbase that somewhat liked me changed for moderator hatred of me and thats just how it was when I kept coming back and back.
I won't post a tl;dr, if you don't have the time to appreciate my explanation you don't deserve to post on it.