I'm going to do this again. It's a bit late. This probably sounds stupid.
Some of you may say it wasn't long enough, but it felt right to me.
I'm not going to demand anything, I won't argue with anyone, and for the sake of my sanity, I'll try to not reply to the thread until a decision is reached.
There's only a couple of things I want to ask:
Please don't turn this into a shitstorm. If you want to -1 this because you can, or because you think I don't deserve it, I won't stop you. But don't shit post, please.
The other thing I'm asking is to be unbanned, but that takes a paragraph or two.
Forgive me if I over-explain or over-exaggerate points, because I have the feeling that I will.
For those of you who don't know, let me tell you a story.
I received a free scriptenforcer bypass from a friend, and for whatever reason decided to use it. Minic had mercy on my soul, and gave me a 3 day ban.
On the day before the ban was over, I was on an alternate account, and joined the servers with the bypass active. In another bout of stupidity, I decided to bypass the ban. Someone complained, Ruben saw the matching IP's, and I received a permaban. The end.
I'm not going to go into detail, because that makes everyone more likely to question details.
Even though it's self-evident, let me say some things:
I do not believe that my actions were justified.
I think the permaban was justified, but that's why this is called an appeal.
Unless you post something unbelievably false, I'm not going to attempt to defend my position any more than is necessary.
I'm not asking for a clean slate, I'm not asking to be forgiven completely, I'm only asking for a second chance to prove that I've changed in the last few months. To be able to play with everyone in TTT is all I want right now. I don't feel like a complete part of the community when I can't be a part of what it revolves around.
I previously thought that I would just leave RND, but I have too many memories rooted in the community (inb4 "nigga you gay").
My steam ID is STEAM_0:1:18619921.
If you manage to think of something that I left out here, PM me and I'll add it.
I changed my mind, I'm not going to write much.
I'm sorry for everything.