Well that failed miserably...
I am so sorry for causing so much distress.
I did commit by hanging myself but my family intervenned and woke up in A&E in my hospital 20 minutes later.
This was the 3rd time i have tried to commit suicide (all by hanging).
However i will be Gone from rNd for sometime. I am recieving somesort of care from a private company and i will have very little on time on Steam or the internet.
Cya all soon