Not sure how serious this is or what's going on but a few things to say.
First off, not at all cool if that's a joke or some shit. Actually, not cool either way. I don't see how it's possibly worth it to end your life though. There's always something you can find to life for, it doesn't have to be what others want of you or even what you originally wanted. There's still always somewhere to go. You end your life and that's it everything's a waste. But on top of that you're damaging people around you. No matter how rough life's being and no matter what you might have done to disappoint people someone does care and it will affect them. That includes the people here. You weren't raised in a cave, people know you. I don't know you personally much and I'm not close to you necessarily but if you were to end your life that would still affect me. I might not stay up days on end crying but that's simply because I don't really know you. It'd still upset me. Especially because you're using this forum as a means to say goodbye. That could either mean you want someone to care, or you think someone here might care. Either way it is you're a part of this community and you do have people here who know you. Even though I'm not close to you I do remember having some fun times with you, so it'd be even more upsetting. I might have said all of that for no reason however if you're actually extremely determined to do what you planned but I hope that's not the case and you've actually posted on here due to second thoughts.
For the rest of the people in the thread, I'm deleting all the comments on here that aren't productive in some way. Making implications and possibly snide or passive aggressive remarks isn't going to gain anything important for anyone. In this kind of a situation it's better to simply assume the worst and either act on that in a positive way or don't act at all if you're having doubts. If this were to be real and actually happen I'm sure people here wouldn't be okay with the fact that they contributed to the situation in a negative way, and of course if he's actually posted this with second thoughts or something not actually doing it but very strongly considering it then those posts obviously are only going to negatively impact his decision.
And Hank, assuming you don't actually go through with it and end up reading this, I hope you can get it past you and realize that ending your life simply isn't worth it. There's always highs and lows in a person's life and to act on a low is completely irrational and not worth it. If you do get over it I also recommend you do stay around the community. We wouldn't hold this situation against you in any way, or at least I wouldn't. Especially considering I do remember reading some concerning posts from you about some stuff happening with you and your parents and school and such. Except you never once suggested that you'd kill yourself, or not from what I saw, so that makes this more serious to me. So I don't totally think you're even posting this for the attention thing. Or even if you are, I really don't even care. Maybe when I was younger, but not now. It's stupid to blame a person for a situation like this I think. Especially when you don't know all the details. However, people need a sense of belonging in life somewhere. There's many different ways of getting it, but more or less all people need some sort of social belonging and sense that they're needed. So all I'm saying that if this were just some cry for attention as people would call it, I don't see a problem with that. It's normal and I'm sure you can find what you're looking for, and maybe even in this community. Also, if you do just need someone to talk to about stuff I know there's people here willing to listen, including me. So if do get back on you can feel free to message me or any of the other people here.
