well sorry we are all not mind readers, without a hit to the habbit theres no solution in a public forum if only 3 of you know why post. we are just trying to help not make fun and drugs isnt funny, nor fapping that can lead to om which is serious too. sometimes jokes are just to lighten a sitiuation but doesnt allways help i suppose.
trust me ive been on this earth nearly twice as long as you i think i might have a clue.
if you want help honestly i would just say what it is. we arent gonna rag on you man we love you. =d thats what were here for this is our friend community.
ive pretty much been through it all. so pm me if you want.