I may be ignorant, but thats only cause I live a pretty ok life as far as I can tell. I dont know if that makes me strong or something but... I've never had to experience pain like that. And wtf what is worse than one of your parents dieing? The only things worse than that are too horrific to mention and i know for damn sure they haven't happened to you. Come back when you get back from Iraq or something.
I may not know wtf your sadness problem is, but i know what its like to not be sad and it feels damn good. Therefore, taking advice from the non-sad guy seems better than taking it from the sad guy. Just sayin.
Oh and if you think my life is nice cause i got it easy, fuck you. I work hard, go to college, and do the shit i'm supposed to. That's why I'm happy.
This may does sound insensitive, but this is a fucking game forum. Not your fucking whine about your life story forum. Shit dude. Remember back when people came to RND to play fucking garrysmod? That's the point I'm trying to get at.
EDIT: Maybe being a mean bastard makes you happy.