Never did I state "When you get your shit together"
I said when you manage to compose yourself and stop RDM'ing, insulting others, and generally acting like an idiot will you get your regular back.
It was not simply because you destroyed a health station, but you were constantly a nuisance within the servers from what I observed. I told you if you acted better I would have given your regular back in a heartbeat but unfortunately this was not the case.
I don't think calling the admin's decision pathetic counts as "getting your shit together."
If you believe that an admin asking for you to compose yourself is pathetic, then you really need some time to think.
Any further discussion? Otherwise this will be locked and denied until I, or another admin thinks otherwise about your behavior.