Alright, so....I realize I make alot of mistakes here...And I made this thread just to admit so. I'm sorry for just roaming the forums and starting these stupid arguements with people. I really am. Now just so you all know, this isn't about my VIP application - It really isn't...but I hope i'm not the only one making mistakes here - But I also realize that what I do and what I say may describe me for someone without the proper way to talk to anyone without getting pissed off and end up calling them names and giving their posts a thumbs down (if I can) just because I don't like them. And alot of you already know so. You see, I go around the forums posting often to try and get along with some of you guys, but if you've realized, it's kind of hard for me to do so. Anyway, as for coolzeldad, he and I don't have much in common...but I can tell you that either way, what I said to him, what I gave him (which was a
) which was just wrong. For some of you whom haven't noticed this, i'm telling you now...but i'm sure you have, anyway. But I am really sorry for being rude to about everyone in the forum-- including Coolz. I am not trying to beg, but I am simply trying to ask those whom i've treated wrong
Including a friend of mine, $ilent..
for forgiveness. Because I will definitely try to improve my ways of treating everyone differently around here. Which means I will try to find a way to give a friendly message or sign to someone without having to
them. Now I don't know exactly what Coolzeldad's message actually meant on my last topic in the Discussion forum, but I can tell you I don't deserve VIP because I don't always pay attention to the rules....I don't want to say I deserve VIP because I obviously don't, and I only want to be a VIP to help everyone else around here. Not just the forum...but also around the servers that I play -like Zombie Survival, Stronghold, Fretta, and probably even sledbuild. Mabye that's not enough - I know I need to improve my social skills and all so I'll just try to do so. If that sounds good, that's what I want to hear, even from Coozeldad. If you nor anyone else wants to say anything good about this, then I realize I really need to try harder on being a better person...being a better Regular, I belive I should say. And infact, I won't always be posting on the forums too often anymore...if that's one of the problems, anyway. I know I'm obviously not a 'good' Regular, and probably won't be as good as any other VIP would, but I will still try again and see if I can get any better - I promise.
I know staying here for mabye around a month or two -- or probably even three months...isn't good enough, which means I'll have to not only learn more for a few more months (or possibly years,) but I will also improve the things I need to improve:
-My Attitude towards Everyone.
-My 'skills' (Which I obviously don't have) at becoming a 'future VIP'.
-Staying around a while to learn more and more stuff about the forum AND server, if I can.
...I'm sure there's alot more than just 3 different things that I need to totally work on, but I'm not sure what else to say. It's just embarassing how i'm (apparently) the only one on the forum/servers...that seems to have the most mistakes of all. I wasn't really thinking about it, but then...kind of thought I needed to think more. If 'more' isn't enough, list a Bunch of stuff I need to fix. If you can tell me and I can fix it, i'm sure there won't be a single problem left to show. And I do realize this isn't facebook or some sh*t and I can't just go around posting whatever I want about this and that, but that's usually what I'd do...and that, I need to work on aswell. But you see, i'm not good of a problem-solver but it's not like i'm going to leave the forum because I made alot of mistakes...mabye I can try to work on them, though.
Thanks for reading!
