Alright, so....I realize I make alot of mistakes here...And I made this thread just to admit so. I'm sorry for just roaming the forums and starting these stupid arguements with people. I really am. Now just so you all know, this isn't about my VIP application - It really isn't...but I hope i'm not the only one making mistakes here - But I also realize that what I do and what I say may describe me for someone without the proper way to talk to anyone without getting pissed off and end up calling them names and giving their posts a thumbs down (if I can) just because I don't like them. And alot of you already know so. You see, I go around the forums posting often to try and get along with some of you guys, but if you've realized, it's kind of hard for me to do so. Anyway, as for coolzeldad, he and I don't have much in common...but I can tell you that either way, what I said to him, what I gave him (which was a :thumbsdown: ) which was just wrong. For some of you whom haven't noticed this, i'm telling you now...but i'm sure you have, anyway. But I am really sorry for being rude to about everyone in the forum-- including Coolz. I am not trying to beg, but I am simply trying to ask those whom i've treated wrong Including a friend of mine, $ilent..
I know staying here for mabye around a month or two -- or probably even three months...isn't good enough, which means I'll have to not only learn more for a few more months (or possibly years,) but I will also improve the things I need to improve:
-My Attitude towards Everyone.
-My 'skills' (Which I obviously don't have) at becoming a 'future VIP'.
-Staying around a while to learn more and more stuff about the forum AND server, if I can.
...I'm sure there's alot more than just 3 different things that I need to totally work on, but I'm not sure what else to say. It's just embarassing how i'm (apparently) the only one on the forum/servers...that seems to have the most mistakes of all. I wasn't really thinking about it, but then...kind of thought I needed to think more. If 'more' isn't enough, list a Bunch of stuff I need to fix. If you can tell me and I can fix it, i'm sure there won't be a single problem left to show. And I do realize this isn't facebook or some sh*t and I can't just go around posting whatever I want about this and that, but that's usually what I'd do...and that, I need to work on aswell. But you see, i'm not good of a problem-solver but it's not like i'm going to leave the forum because I made alot of mistakes...mabye I can try to work on them, though.
Thanks for reading!
I'm glad you made this apology, but honestly you must improve your attitude...
The same thing happens each time, you get mad, make an apology, then decide to get mad all over again...
Do you actually mean you're sorry and will try to avoid these arguments once in a while?
I will ALWAYS try to ignore these arguements from this point on. And I swornly-swear to you (meaning I basically swear) that I am really sorry for my actions. It's really caused nothing but a bunch of arguements and problems. Thing is, I really don't mean to start these arguements. Usually, it's just that people disagree with my opinion and I get angry at them and I start looking like the bad guy. And I'm sorry not because it just looks that way, but because I started more than several arguements. And if I weren't sorry, I probably wouldn't have made this apology letter. I argued with Coolzeldad, a several other VIPs & Members...not too hard to belive, because it's kind of obvious, really. And as for that 'facepunch' thread of mine - It was a total failure, and I don't want to start an arguement and say 'Frank made me angry and I acted up...' but...In my opinion it's best to say it was my plan and fault to make such a thread. I am also sorry for that, and that's one of the reasons why I made this.
:[ / | \ ] ~ Atari Burger...just kidding. But honestly, i'm talking about this thread.
Anyway, the thing is...about that 'facepunch thread', when I said 'It was my opinion', I meant not that my opinion was 'Facepunch were fags', but that I HEARD they were. I didn't mean to mix it up a notch, but in a way I did and that must've been atleast one of the reasons why Frank thought it was a failure. I'm sure there are many other reasons too, but I really can't list them all. Besides, the way people atleast some members were reacting to the thread must've been because they thought 'Facepunch being fags' was my opinion, but not just what I heard or anything. I don't know if anyone seemed to notice that I was trying to tell them what I heard, but...it kind of turned into some sort of complicated matter. And basically, i'm sorry for it. I'm sorry because I haven't been nice to anyone lately (or at all, in this case) and I'm sorry for these problems i've caused and I'm sorry for getting angry at my friends and I'm sorry for getting angry at Coolzeldad and saying 'F*** you!' (Which I belive I've said once or twice in the other thread I made here - which was deleted, but I wouldn't bother to go looking anyway) and as for you Shush (Silent, :p)
You and I both know we have our arguements and we've all made mistakes but my mistake was to get mad at you because of something else stupid, and I'm sorry for that aswell...I would really like to be your friend again. But personally, it's kind of embarrassing to talk to someone who apparently would know more about my mistakes than me, or when I need to calm down....and I understand why. :redenvelope: But really, that's what I think and it might not make any sense to anyone else other than me in particular, but...it's just how it is.