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Title: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on October 29, 2011, 12:10:50 PM
I just woke up, you see. I had a dream where I was being held hostage in a store and the robber wouldn't let me go, he eventually did. I got home and I found my dead dads coffin inside are garage that magically teleported to our backyard. I decided to open it. After opening it (I didn't see what was inside) I fell inside and it fell into a deep grave where it broke into pieces.  I somehow managed to climb out of the grave. I woke up and turned on the TV to watch some show southern fried stings and they happened to be doing an episode where they sting grave robbers.

A few weeks ago, I had another. I was in Hell, it was darkness with a few hanging burning bodies on the wall every once in awhile. It was silent. I climbed a ladder to the top of a giant cliff edge and started to eat something. I notice my cat is to my left, for some reason I pick him up and toss him off the cliff into a giant meat processor, I try to save him but only get blood and guts splattered on my face. I eventually fall in myself. I then wake up.


Am I fucked in the head? These are 100% real I didn't make a thing up.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Loke on October 29, 2011, 12:13:28 PM
2nd one got me.

I love cats
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Dale Feles on October 29, 2011, 12:33:07 PM
It's maybe due to games/shows you watched. Anything particularly violent you play?
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Goat on October 29, 2011, 12:48:02 PM
Do you have sleep paralysis and/or amsomnia?
Night terrors are a bitch, I don't think your disturbed. Your mind is just being a troll.
If all goes bad then you could always just see a psycic. I know it sounds rediculous but you never no.
On a wierd note, the second dream were your cat was throw into a meat processor, I had a dream similar to that last weak but it was like I was behind a window watching it all, and instead of cats they were bodies.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Prox on October 29, 2011, 12:55:21 PM
I get weird dreams too. Everything is fine, there's nothing to worry about for you I believe since those dreams happen every "few" weeks.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Jhon on October 29, 2011, 01:17:50 PM
I once dreamt I'm a pro swordsman and went slicing people, killing them with bare hands, etc. I even saw all of the blood and heard them screaming. I think it's normal stuff, a way for your brain to take out stress.
I also dreamt being burn alive and when I died I woke up lol.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on October 29, 2011, 02:00:11 PM
It's maybe due to games/shows you watched. Anything particularly violent you play?
just TF2 and a ship simulator
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Post by: Astropilot on October 29, 2011, 02:03:52 PM
Good god. And I thought I had messed up dreams.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Deacon on October 29, 2011, 06:04:16 PM
all of my dreams lately have involved non-fatal trauma to my chest
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: JIGSAW on October 29, 2011, 06:05:50 PM
hey your not alone like one time I was sleeping and I saw every cartroon character that I watch in my life having full out sex. I got in on it to with all the female cartoons I found atractive back in my day. The moral of the story is it was the best dream/crazyed mind I ever thought of, but when I woke up I thought to my self "I'm I going to hell"
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Post by: aerobro on October 29, 2011, 06:26:06 PM
its the 14 year old phase, its all good
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Tiger Guy on October 29, 2011, 06:59:55 PM
I once had a dream I had to eat a boot

Worse dream ever
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on October 29, 2011, 07:05:17 PM
I once had a dream I had to eat a boot

Worse dream ever
I had one where I was forced to have moths shoved in my mouth and eat them. I woke up and threw up. I had a similar one more recently but it was sand.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Hotgreensoldier on October 29, 2011, 07:09:07 PM
I had one where I was forced to have moths shoved in my mouth and eat them. I woke up and threw up. I had a similar one more recently but it was sand.

I had a dream I was eating those gibs that came out from the zombies in Zs....NOT FUN.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: memo3300 on October 29, 2011, 07:53:10 PM
once, i knew i was dreaming, and i flied.

it was amazing.




anyways, since i don't want to derail the thread to cool dreams... once i had a dream where i had to kill my family... , woke up crying.

Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Devie on October 29, 2011, 09:46:47 PM
I've been to hell like 4 times in my dream. Perhaps even more.
Either that or I meet satan or a devil on a regular basis.

Theyre not even scary.. JUST SO DERP LOL.

1. I was walking down a red hallway with 4 guys. Some guy at the end said "hell is that way" and I said "well.. okay i guess we go that way". So we get to this iron door and a bouncer who was apperantly satan was standing in a suit and he said "Whats your name?" to me and I said "Mary" and he was like "yeah ur in the list. go on in". So "hell" was like a nightclub LOL but it was all red. At the corner table I saw Jack Black (yes the actor) but he was naked.. playing a gameboy. I came up to him and I was like "ARENT U JACK BLACK!?" he said "GO AWAY IM PLAYING MY GAMEBOY" then I woke up.

2. Me and my friend were walking down a desert. Then there was a black hole in the middle. Friend was like "we have to go down" and it was like hours of crawling down the hole. Then we finally made it down and Satan was there again but he was a giant crab LOLOL and he was like *pinch pinch* Im satan I'm gonna get you. Then I giggled and woke up smiling.

Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: ·UηİŦ·· on October 29, 2011, 09:51:29 PM
Well, like someone mentioned, most of the time it's just what you do and what your mind chooses to absorb/how it reacts to the ongoing world while being awake ._.

But what really fucking gets me is:

A few weeks ago, I had another. I was in Hell, it was darkness with a few hanging burning bodies on the wall every once in awhile.

I had a dream about Hell too ._____.

Though it was probably induced, last week I was playing GTAIV. Subconsciously I must've said "You're going to hell for killing all those people". <Key example of why bad dreams happen :u

But it was like

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Still, human pulp on your face and then falling into nothingness inside of you? ._______.
Maybe you're just stressed out .-.

I mean I had a dream once when I was in Elementary and the Devil was running a hell that looked like the School. And it was red and everything.
And he Smiled and shit.
I was so confused. Still am.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Rocket50 on October 29, 2011, 09:56:26 PM
Funny thing, dreams. For the longest time, I never had any recollection of any dreams, to the point where I didn't think I dreamed at all. Then, for the first time in years I remembered one. It was strange as hell, yet it curiously made sense...

So since that day, I tried remembering. Now I remember at least one of my dreams everytime I wake up, sometimes even three, or on really rare occasions, four. And if upon waking up I don't remember any dreams, they usually pop up at random times during the day, making me stare blankly as my mind processed it.


Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Devie on October 29, 2011, 10:17:49 PM
LOL I remember a dream where the dog shit on the floor.
Then I looked at the shit to clean it up.. but it looked different and confusing.
So I asked "what?" to it.

LOL.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: ursus on October 29, 2011, 10:33:22 PM
Anything particularly violent you play?

...All of them
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Ἆxule on October 30, 2011, 01:41:19 AM
Lately, I've been having the weirdest dreams.
Not scary, just plain weird...

For Example:
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Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Sabb on October 30, 2011, 09:04:38 AM
I've been to hell like 4 times in my dream. Perhaps even more.
Either that or I meet satan or a devil on a regular basis.

Theyre not even scary.. JUST SO DERP LOL.

1. I was walking down a red hallway with 4 guys. Some guy at the end said "hell is that way" and I said "well.. okay i guess we go that way". So we get to this iron door and a bouncer who was apperantly satan was standing in a suit and he said "Whats your name?" to me and I said "Mary" and he was like "yeah ur in the list. go on in". So "hell" was like a nightclub LOL but it was all red. At the corner table I saw Jack Black (yes the actor) but he was naked.. playing a gameboy. I came up to him and I was like "ARENT U JACK BLACK!?" he said "GO AWAY IM PLAYING MY GAMEBOY" then I woke up.

2. Me and my friend were walking down a desert. Then there was a black hole in the middle. Friend was like "we have to go down" and it was like hours of crawling down the hole. Then we finally made it down and Satan was there again but he was a giant crab LOLOL and he was like *pinch pinch* Im satan I'm gonna get you. Then I giggled and woke up smiling.
I was half expecting a story of you having sex with satan after reading the first few sentences...
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Cheesicle on October 31, 2011, 06:31:19 AM
once, i knew i was dreaming, and i flied.


I had two dreams where I was flying. First one, I didn't realize it was a dream. Second time, I was like "FUCK YES, THIS DREAM AGAIN!" And I flew.

Also, this one time, I was in SAT class when my teacher was talking about how you are able to control yourself in a dream my forcing yourself to look at your hands while dreaming. He said that after doing this, he flew to the moon and back just because he wanted to. That very night, in my dream, I looked at my hands, and flew to the moon. I still don't know if I voluntarily did that, or was it because I was thinking about the lesson when I was dreaming.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Cake Faice on October 31, 2011, 02:06:30 PM
It was the night where I showed my friend various Ainsley Harriot videos, for only my friend to have a dream where he told me that he had a dream that Ainsley was vigorously rubbing a pony's nipple.

I proceeded to have a poker face through the rest of the day.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Devie on October 31, 2011, 02:09:36 PM
I was half expecting a story of you having sex with satan after reading the first few sentences...

if it makes you feel  better I had dream once that I was raped by satan.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Sabb on October 31, 2011, 02:11:15 PM
if it makes you feel  better I had dream once that I was raped by satan.
Unfortunately it doesn't.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Devie on October 31, 2011, 02:24:25 PM
Unfortunately it doesn't.

 :(
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on October 31, 2011, 04:52:03 PM
I used to have this sad dream when I was little. I would find Thomas the Train IRL and then when I went to show him to someone he would be gone and I would cry. IDK WTF IT WAS I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE THOMAS THE TRAIN
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Ἆxule on November 01, 2011, 12:08:04 AM
I had two dreams where I was flying. First one, I didn't realize it was a dream. Second time, I was like "FUCK YES, THIS DREAM AGAIN!" And I flew.

Also, this one time, I was in SAT class when my teacher was talking about how you are able to control yourself in a dream my forcing yourself to look at your hands while dreaming. He said that after doing this, he flew to the moon and back just because he wanted to. That very night, in my dream, I looked at my hands, and flew to the moon. I still don't know if I voluntarily did that, or was it because I was thinking about the lesson when I was dreaming.

Being able to control your dreams is called lucid dreaming.
I used to try to have lucid dreams, but never got far with it.
Long forgot about it till now.
Meh, might try that hand thing. See how it does my fancy.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Cake Faice on November 01, 2011, 03:15:37 PM
Being able to control your dreams is called lucid dreaming.
I used to try to have lucid dreams, but never got far with it.
Long forgot about it till now.
Meh, might try that hand thing. See how it does my fancy.

I try not to lucid dream in fear of thinking about something horrifying like Pyramid Head or a Slender man combo.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Sabb on November 01, 2011, 03:18:06 PM
I try not to lucid dream in fear of thinking about something horrifying like Pyramid Head or a Slender man combo.
I don't get what's scary about pyramid head. I find him rather humorous.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Dale Feles on November 01, 2011, 03:19:09 PM
I don't get what's scary about pyramid head. I find him rather humorous.

Egyptians would probably want sex from him.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Cake Faice on November 01, 2011, 03:24:36 PM
I don't get what's scary about pyramid head. I find him rather humorous.

Silent Hill 2 - Pyramid Head/Mannequins cutscene (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHxd0TCSzdE#)

Do
Not
Want
To
Be
Those
Mannequins
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Seb on November 01, 2011, 03:30:35 PM
all of my dreams lately have involved non-fatal trauma to my chest

i once got off my bus and some tard jogger kid drop-kicked me in the chest and sped off
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Sabb on November 01, 2011, 03:31:26 PM
Silent Hill 2 - Pyramid Head/Mannequins cutscene (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHxd0TCSzdE#)

Do
Not
Want
To
Be
Those
Mannequins
I lol'd.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on November 01, 2011, 04:30:05 PM
(http://fc09.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2011/083/2/f/pyramid_head__slender_man_by_baka_duck-d3ce6k0.jpg)
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Cake Faice on November 01, 2011, 04:57:21 PM
(http://fc09.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2011/083/2/f/pyramid_head__slender_man_by_baka_duck-d3ce6k0.jpg)

(http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/5223/1315800853333.jpg)
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Ἆxule on November 01, 2011, 06:28:14 PM
I had two dreams where I was flying. First one, I didn't realize it was a dream. Second time, I was like "FUCK YES, THIS DREAM AGAIN!" And I flew.

Also, this one time, I was in SAT class when my teacher was talking about how you are able to control yourself in a dream my forcing yourself to look at your hands while dreaming. He said that after doing this, he flew to the moon and back just because he wanted to. That very night, in my dream, I looked at my hands, and flew to the moon. I still don't know if I voluntarily did that, or was it because I was thinking about the lesson when I was dreaming.

Well what do you know. Just now I dreamt about this.
I was in a field or something, and I was like, "wait..." So I starred at my hands, and I think I realized I was dreaming because remember I was trying to move other body parts, and then I tried not to wake up.
It was werid, but I'm not sure if I really did...
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: COPPERHEAD on November 01, 2011, 08:13:50 PM
welcome to the club
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: ·UηİŦ·· on November 12, 2011, 08:43:36 PM
Necrobump but it's really relevant.

I was dreaming this morning, about driving a pick up truck to the Airport, and Hitler was in a tollbooth on the highway.

I have no fucking clue as to why. But for some reason, it turned into GTAIV. The aspect, I mean. Stealing cars and speeding and whatnot.

And then as I'm speeding in the Pickup Truck, I'm like "GEE, YOU KNOW, WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO BE RUN OVER?"

Suddenly it's 3rd person view on the Truck, then I'm lying flat on the pavement in the middle of the lane some miles ahead.

Truck comes. Back to 1st person view of me lying flat in anticipation for god knows what.

It runs me over. I feel my head, arm, wrist, left leg, just about anything caught in the way of the wheels being SEVERED from my body, but I can still feel them somehow.

Relatively slow process compared to how fast the Truck SHOULD HAVE STILL been going but, yeah. It ran over me. I felt my windpipe being like, CRUSHED, etc.

IT HURT LIKE A BITCH but I was like "AHAHAH OH HEY YEAH JUST GOT RAN OVER OH BOY THIS IS NEATO :D"

And like, I felt the truck... it just flattened me and I stupidly, willingly just made that happen. I haven't even really explained everything that happened in it, this is like -^10 of the full description I could be giving.
asdf

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Post by: blαh2355 on November 12, 2011, 08:52:44 PM
I've been... a pedophile... ;_; I'm serious no joke, sometimes I feel like I'm attracted to little children. AT LEAST I CAN CONTROL IT.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Ἆxule on November 13, 2011, 04:15:04 AM
I've been... a pedophile... ;_; I'm serious no joke, sometimes I feel like I'm attracted to little children. AT LEAST I CAN CONTROL IT.
and I think that's what seperates the two groups of "pedophiles".
Being able to control it and what not.

I don't think it's to much of a problem really if you're able to control it.
You're always going to see someoen cute, be it a 5yr old to idk, 40yr old?
Point is, nothing wrong with feeling it, as long as you can control it.

My view.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Tezuni on November 15, 2011, 09:56:31 PM
I don't remember my dreams, I just wake up screaming in fear and with a surge of adrenaline while jolting back in reflex from whatever it is that has me so frightened.   :'(
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on November 15, 2011, 11:00:59 PM
I have another one, I've had a dream where my head is in the middle of a street and I can't move and a car is about to hit me, but it never runs over me, it just like restarts itself. It's scary
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Supertoaster on November 26, 2011, 11:41:26 PM
Doublepost Bump ban me bitch.

I had a dream I took my computer and decided to clean it by filling the case with water, and halfway through I realized "HOLY SHIT THIS IS BAD IDEA" The computer was destroyed and I felt sad but then I looked where the power supply should be and there was a window with a gauge on it and I said "at least I have the intergreted backup something so I can still use it"


All my dreams seem to start badly but then end bittersweet
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Eion Kilant 739 on November 27, 2011, 02:56:46 PM
I once had a dream where I had to kill what was my family but was actually just alien look alikes. The only relief is that when they died it was obvious they were not human and that I did the right thing.

In another I was being controlled by this witch and I had to protect her from zombies (fake 32-bit looking blood on all the walls too) while simultaniously trying to get the rest of my family away and free them of her protection.

I hate those falling-to-your-death dreams though, those suck. The worst one was when I landed on a cactus. I had a weird one where I tried to keep my classmates from falling off and warned them about the gravity. But the grass I was holding onto broke and I fell off and died. I think a stupid stdent had also fallen off a bit before I woke up.

I also remember having this dream about a "scary water slide" but when I had the same one years later I found it borring and just sat in it waiting to wake up.

I once had a dream, where th owl from the tootsie pop comercials told me: "The awnser to all of this is-" Then my mother woke me up. Dx

There was also that time where I was IN a RPG. It was so much fun. The second time I was all like, OH NO, MUST NOT WAKE UP. MUST NOT WAK UP. MMMMRRRRGG- *wakes up*

I also had a dream of a Halo 2 themed/textured map, before Halo 3 came out BTW. Years later, after I found Gmod, I realised it was the EXACT SAME LAYOUT as a Deathrun map. I also had a dream of the layout of a Halo: Reach map, but when the game came out I got rid of my sketches as it obviously was not in the game... But the map WAS IN THE DLC! That sucked so much.

There was also the time where I went through a day of school, then woke up and had to go through school again.
Title: Re: I believe I'm disturbed, mentally
Post by: Dale Feles on November 27, 2011, 03:32:15 PM
We had a dream discussion not long ago...

Anyways like I said before, once I had this dream where I fell in water, and after a while it's like I was conscious in real life but couldn't move. I had problems breathing, then I finally woke up before I lost my breath.