It's because you don't feel like doing anything else other than sitting your ass on a chair and staring at a screen.Not the main reason but maybe.
...you're socially inept with your own family?Somewhat. They say I am. I don't really have anything to say other than global news or whatnot. I don't like sharing what I do.
Happens to me with people at school some times. Instead of just accepting that I have a different mind and won't be happy, I use it as a weapon and start scaring people.lol, I can't do that to people, that would be mean (in my eyes) and my friends would be like "LOL Y U SO SAD".
That's happen to me before. It was last December, I would get offered to do things with people, but I just didn't want to, even with my own family. Though I was in a deep depression then, lack of communication with your family(or anyone for that matter) and solitude can do damage to your social attitude. I spent all of my time ont the computer, and even though it brought me peace of mind for awhile, even talking to my online friends became something I didn't want to do. Even if you may not want to, try going out with your family next time. I didn't want to socialize with anyone with that time, and found socializing awkward, but I forced myself to do it so I could get out of the slump I was in. I couldn't just allow myself to get worst, I didn't like being anti-social it took away my happiness. Anyways I hope things get better for you, I don't know if I could make any more relation. :\Well that sucks and I give my sympathy to you (even though it's in the past) but I'm not feeling depressed or anything right now.
i didn't went to my grandmothers funeral to stay home playing gmod....can you retype that?
...can you retype that?He didn't want to go to his grandmother's funeral so he could stay home and play gmod.
during one summer I used to go out with the same 3 guys for 1 month, I got sick of them and over 1 month i just played gmod and only went out with them 3 times or so.Well I rarely play outside with friends but I want to. It's just that they don't invite me to and I don't feel like organizing something.
If you got friends and you occasionally go out with them it's ok.
He didn't want to go to his grandmother's funeral so he could stay home and play gmod....unless he and his whole family dislikes his grandmother, that is kinda, if not, really stupid.
...unless he and his whole family dislikes his grandmother, that is kinda, if not, really stupid.
But at least not going to pay your respects to a deceased family member unless you had conflict with?
I was 11, i didn't want to see my dead grandmother.
so i had to stay home, so i played gmod.
I mean, it's not like... i didn't went because i wanted to play gmod more than going there... it's just that i didn't wanted to go.
But at least not going to pay your respects to a deceased family member unless you had conflict with?
But at least not going to pay your respects to a deceased family member unless you had conflict with?
I got to say goodbye when she was alive, I don't see why to do it when she was dead.(http://www.reactiongifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/Dawson_Crying.gif)
literally like 4-5 days before she died I got the chance to go where she was and for the first time in a year or so I saw she smiling, she did because her nurse or my uncle or someone asked her if she was happy to be with her grandsons, she moved her head down and up a little and smiled.
With the years she lost the ability to talk... that kinda made it impossible to get too close to her... and for a year or two my father made me go to her house saying "it can be the last time you see her"
She was suffering and once or twice i got to listen her say "no more" before the day she died.
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is it that bad in your eyes? because for me it isn't .-.
is it that bad in your eyes? because for me it isn't .-.If you would have said that before, then not really at all. But from the way you implied it, its as if you prioritized Gmod over more important things.
If you would have said that before, then not really at all. But from the way you implied it, its as if you prioritized Gmod over more important things.