I just got back from the graduation rehearsal which will be taking place this thursday June 3rd.
All the cool crowd are going to the beach.
I'm jealous because me and the bf can't afford a whole weeks worth of money.
sadfaic.
Im anxious this thursday for it - quite nervous really.
As you know, being a stay at home girl who playz video games all the time and hides under the blanket when the cable guy comes in (yes im that shy) this whole walking across the stage by yourself, looking at the crowd and smiling is reaaally getting through me. I'm EXTREMELY shy (can't stress that enough) and I was wondering how the hell did you guise get over being nervous (or were you at all? -_-)
We practiced walking across the stage today and I feel really self conscious and I FFFFF HATE THAT
but w/e I wasnt shaking when I got up there anyway.. since it's my peers in the crowd - but on the actual graduation, its my peers' family...
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