Sometimes I read these things about the world today and I honestly want to stop ourselves from going
any further with what anyone can call
life... or "
progress". We certainly haven't gotten anywhere
significant (excluding some actual Significant Discoveries and advancements, inventions and such).
Ironic; as everything we think can be created, everything touched can effortlessly be simplified and improved, while us as a
whole, a
Species, hasn't gotten better. Somewhere I was told that things sort themselves out, that when something does not belong, it is simply
worked out or removed.
I apparently do not fit within the typical classification of a person. I do not... 'function' like some.
Why do I not cease to exist?
Why?
Do I even want to bother becoming someone in a world of such...
detestable,
dismal,
damned,
impertinent,
execrable,
shameless,
ignorant,
Power-mad,
blind.
cold hypocritical shells of
deluded,
mindless,
inane,
untruthful,
greedy '
People' constantly lording over material concepts conceived by early man with no real value, then only to be stemming the
Intelligent, peaceful, insightful, Inhostile, creative tide that would be success and freedom for
every living soul>?
Truthfully, I don't want children now. I don't want to raise my kids with.... these people, who unfortunately can apparently affect the world greater than some, by some horrid luck. Why must one hate with such undying passion to a man he never met/a group of people he never has met? Sickening. Humanity is corrupt. In Darkness there is Light, but... such a small pin of light there is to Illuminate the Darkness that consumes every thought worth thinking. Better yet, it's because kids these days (most, not all) are never truly being taught what it is to be
Human. Then like their Parents they will too teach their children the same Principles and so forth.
Few question what that sound is
in their chest. Why they Have
dreams. Why they even
feel funny when they do something
wrong.
Honestly, if not for this shit that occurs every day, the fact that the
Corrupt give way to the
Crazy, the
Crazy tell the
Naive, and the
Aware have no true voice to shut it all down,
Earth,
Humanity and every living thing among us would be far better off.
Sometimes I wish this was seriously the future perfect. The "I can go to space and just fucking leave
Dying (Both Physically and Psychologically)
Earth for some space station or something" reality.
Which pains me to say so, because when I think of Earth, I think of Beauty. Life. Perfect. Amazing. Worth 1000 words.
But in reality it's only worth 2 words: Mostly Hell.
Even a simulation or dream world upon which any thought, wrong by any standard (such as 'dancing on graves' of men who fought in order to stop the men on the other faction from storming into your house and shooting your family and by doing so defying the religion one so righteously clings to, delusively) can never occur would be an Ideal place for me.
I just don't like the way things run now.
Worst part being they never will change unless everything is abolished into one total, single 'world' so that there is nothing 'alien' to be afraid of or to point at. But if we do that, Humanity is
post-mortem.
Unless, even after, there still remains a
Beating Heart on
cold ice.
