My Operating Systems class..........................
The campus is 45 minutes away. And I have to be there by 8am because that's when the class starts. I stay up til 2am every night. I have to wake up at 5am to shower, dry hair, style hair, make up and pick out clothes. You know.. typical retarded girl routine. Then cook a good meal and drink coffee to have a good and alert morning. That way I will have a good day and not feel like shit.
3 hours of sleep of course is NOT enough - it's quite difficult to... wake up... I usually end up waking around 7:15am..
I found it better to shower the night before and just style my hair the next morning. So when I wake up at 7:15am.. - I style, get dressed, make up and head on out, skipping the meal and coffee.
I look good physically as in I don't look like a complete whore (because whenever I wake up in the morning, I look like I just got gang banged after doing a bunch of crack/heroin
) who has a bedhead because I took what ever time I have to make myself look nice.
I may look good but I feel like complete and straight up shit. It's hard to focus on driving because I'm sleepy, fatigued and just empty inside. Soul and mind.
When I get to class....It's even worse. It's a 3 fucking hour class. I can never pay attention to the lecture. I cant listen - I only perk up when she says "break time" and I faceplant the desk.
It's so difficult. I hate it. But I still manage to make straight A's in the class.. like a baws.
