In all seriousness (as if I wasn't serious before) I have an idea. Since no one wants to trust me yet, I have to earn this trust in some way. My idea is that I will be able to go on 1 RND server in which I can't minge/abuse on (most likely fretta), for a period of time. I will also contribute to the forum. Then we can see how the situation stands.
Think about it carefully. The only thing I want is to regain trust, and this is the only way I will be able to do that.