I'm still alive. Just broken.

[McDreary The Hapless Hamster]

Hey, just in case anyone wonders why I haven't been on in a while is I finally snapped. A while back I fell in love with the girl of my dreams... Right. before she moved across the country, and to make it worse her parents over protect her even as an adult. I can occasionally talk to her but more often than not I'll go months without hearing back. Worst of all after she moved she was raped, making me realize how useless I am to her. I've hit a point where my depression has me feel dead. I can hardly stand to do anything anymore. I have a year off before college and everything I do just feels like I'm wasting my life. Sorry for the rant, I'm running on no sleep and weed.

[ٶȻhriʂ]

Shit man, that really sucks. I don't really know what to say.

[saivon]

I don't understand why we needed that extra info sounds like a personal problem too me. I mean I can understand you are down and stuff. I just think that posting on a gaming forum does not really make that much sense...

[McDreary The Hapless Hamster]

I dunno. It was just on my mind last night when I was really high. In case anyone was wondering why I just dropped off the grid. When I'm usually on my computer all the time.

[○ Μαρία ○]

I don't understand why we needed that extra info sounds like a personal problem too me. I mean I can understand you are down and stuff. I just think that posting on a gaming forum does not really make that much sense...

Bye rnd it has been really fun getting to know most of you individually and I just think that being on my computer gaming and what not really does feel like a waste of my time. I am going to take a long break from pc gaming and try too focus more on a social life and what not I feel that I would benefit from that. Bye guys 

I don't understand why you felt like you needed to post about leaving because you needed to focus on your social life, like this is a gaming forum, why would we care what you do with your life?

[TRITACOS12]

Hapless, <3 We will have to talk some time.

[ursus]

accept the things that you temporarily cannot change

bad things will happen to everyone in their lifetime

get more sleep, restrict getting high to once every other day or every 3 days

be patient and focus on one thing at a time

i know where you are and it's an awful place but you are in control of your own fate

[ٶȻhriʂ]

I don't understand why you felt like you needed to post about leaving because you needed to focus on your social life, like this is a gaming forum, why would we care what you do with your life?

The hypocrisy is strong with this one, I'm sorry but it's true.

[Shockah]

The hypocrisy is strong with this one, I'm sorry but it's true.

I don't think you understood her chris, it's a burn, like "haha funny" kind of burn.

Sorry to hear that hapless, hope things change for the better.

[ٶȻhriʂ]

I don't think you understood her chris, it's a burn, like "haha funny" kind of burn.

Sorry to hear that hapless, hope things change for the better.

I was talking about Novias, actually.


I quoted Marie because she was the one who pointed out how he did exactly the same thing.

[Astropilot]

Before you start screwing yourself over, the best thing to do is take care of yourself. I know it might sound like a selfish idea right now, but trying to exceed limits in your situation could hurt you. Get some rest. Chill.

And before you say this is a gaming forum we're also a community.

[Cake Faice]

I dunno. It was just on my mind last night when I was really high.

You sure do love stating that, don't you?

[saivon]

I don't understand why you felt like you needed to post about leaving because you needed to focus on your social life, like this is a gaming forum, why would we care what you do with your life?

It's really funny how defensive you get sometimes.

[ursus]

I don't think you understood her chris, it's a burn, like "haha funny" kind of burn.

Sorry to hear that hapless, hope things change for the better.

u wot m8

>i'm depressed my girlfriend was raped i'm losing contact with her i feel worthless
>LOL BURN XDXD

if you think that is somehow funny you need to leave

now

[memo3300]

Well first of all, fuck all and every single one who shuts down a human being trying to find a solution to a problem that is fucking up his life, even if for you the solution is quick & easy. Not saying someone did or did not, but once I felt like that here and it was horrible to talk about your life for an advice and have 11 replys of "attention whore".


Anyways, after loving a girl, losing my virginity with her, being faithful to her, go trough 3 months in a relationship where a good amount of people around me knew she was being unfaithful and no one cared to told me, to try to forgive her, sex without feelings and shits like that, the only thing I could ever advice you is fight for what you think is right and for what you think it should be done.

But, remember that one thing is to "fall in love" with someone and another thing is to love someone. If you are sure you haven't counfused these, do  what you think is the best for her and you're able to do, or it isn't love.

Hope my "maybe fucked up" point of view helps you in some way Mcdreary.