I want to apologize to everyone sincerely for how fucking awful I was at being an admin. I was extremely immature and I let the power get to my head and abused the shit out of it. Not only that, but my ego was inflamed by becoming an admin to the point where I couldn't accept any criticism and would try to turn every argument on others. Instead of taking my responsibility seriously, I only cared about fucking around and having fun, and I really regret it in the long run. I've pretty much moved on from the rnd community for the most part now, but I do honestly miss the old times before I even was admin when I could just play with friends and have lots of fun. I hope those of you that had negative feelings for me (that are still here) can forgive me and will not hold a grudge all this time later. It's been pretty cool lately to get back in contact with some of my old friends from the community and catch up with each other.
Reposting this from anonyboards because someone didn't believe it was me apparently, here y'all go. I have heard the forums are mostly new people now, but all the same anyway.