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McDreary The Hapless Hamster:
Weird topic but for the last year or so I've felt completely incapable of being truly happy. Regardless of anything that happenes, my happiness is gone hours later. I feel best when I've drank so much that my brain is too fucked up to be sad.(like right now) I know it's a bad choice but... And I'm not even like suicidal or anything.
I feel like the best way to be happy should be to put others first, and in a funny twist that gets me walked on by others because I'm very nice (not as much online). It's gotten to the point where I feel like aanyone who is nice is just trying to get something from me then to leave until they need my help again. And my only real life friend who I felt happy around has moved about  1000 miles away. And after a few years of talking over internet and phones, I feel him finally just forgetting about me.When this yearof schhol will be over most of the people in my life will move for college, and I will be here working for a year... more alone than usual. I guess I'm asking why am I so incapable of happiness?

Cheesy Sandwich:
i have felt that way before. But i learned to not really give a shit about anyone that using me to get something. your not that mean Online :? were here for you man, and im pretty sure that no one here would walk all over you or take advantage of you.

Alkaline:
I remember a very persuasive moral from the Count of Monte Cristo: only after total despair and hopelessness you will gain true happiness.

You'll pull through.

○ Μαρία ○:
*Unhappiness

Sorry, hope you feel better. I've gone through minor types of depression myself, you just gotta push through it.

McDreary The Hapless Hamster:
@Cheesy, it's not really caring that bugs me. I just feel like being selfless is the best way to be happy. But maybe 2% of people won't try and abuse it. (I don't let people walk on me) So part of it is just that I'm surrounded by bad people.

I've been waiting for almost 4 years for shit to get good. The only change is I don't get harassed at school anymore.(god bless Idaho...)

And I picked a fake word to add some quirky light mood to this. And me using "hapless" would be a tad cliché.

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