Might not be on much anymore...

[StartedBullet]

I've been playing other games, and doing other shit.
Haven't been on much, won't be.


I really only played wirebuild, but I'm too much of a fucking retard to think of anything to make.
I might not be on random after tonight.

I would've applied VIP but I'm too much of a dumbass fucker.
Atleast I didn't commit suicide that I once pondered, but that would've crushed my family.





The only reason that I would be back on here is because I would see of anyone wanted to play my retarded D&D, if I ever get off my lazy ass to do so.


You guys are better off w/o me.

[Alphaggot]

We're not 'better off without you'

You're apart of this community just as well as everyone else. You shouldn't think so down on yourself. It'll be a shame seeing you go.

[Cable]

Well this is depressing.

[StartedBullet]

Thanks, but I don't see how.

I'm just the wierd religious/ paranormal loser.

[cogsandspigots]

 

This this thread is depressing.
You shouldn't feel bad, you never did anything to invoke our hatred.

You are not a Lil' Fucker Fox.
You are a regular member who just hasn't proven them-self to be ready for VIP.
This is the largest portion of the RND community, so you are not alone.

[Sabb]

...

[Dale Feles]

Thanks, but I don't see how.

I'm just the wierd religious/ paranormal loser.

You're not. Stop being so harsh on yourself. WE LOVE YOU

You are not a Lil' Fucker Fox.

I lol'd

[Lazer Blade]

why do you all of a sudden dislike yourself ? you have been one of the people i have know on rnd for awhile now.
and your not some weird religious person.

[StartedBullet]

I've hated myself for years, the signs are there.
Fuck, fuck, fuck. I was just very depressed and I made this whole fucking topic while being (depressed?).
Sorry guys, but now you guys know what I think of myself.
 
While on rNd, I have contributed nothing, caused tensions, nd otherwise screwqed up anywyas. Since when have I benefited someone?
(One case of fucking up would be making this topic, instead of just slippng out quietly)


You guys may know me, but I really do doubt I'm liked or will be missed.

[Dale Feles]

I've hated myself for years, the signs are there.
Fuck, fuck, fuck. I was just very depressed and I made this whole fucking topic while being (depressed?).
Sorry guys, but now you guys know what I think of myself.
 
While on rNd, I have contributed nothing, caused tensions, nd otherwise screwqed up anywyas. Since when have I benefited someone?
(One case of fucking up would be making this topic, instead of just slippng out quietly)


You guys may know me, but I really do doubt I'm liked or will be missed.

I know how you feel, don't worry, everything is fine. You caused nothing. You have to learn how to look at yourself and be proud for who you are. EVERYONE is unique, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

[○ Μαρία ○]

:c oh...
Don't think so low of yourself, everyone is respected here in their own way.

[Tiger Guy]

YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING LOSER! YOU ARE A MAN! A MANLY MAN! A MANLY MAN THAT PLAYS GMOD! A MANLY MAN THAT PLAYS GMOD ON AN RND SERVER! A MANLY MAN THAT PLAYS GMOD ON THE WIREBUILD SERVER! DONT CALL YOURSELF A LOSER, BECAUSE YOU AND I KNOW THATS BULLSHIT! YOUR A WINNER! WINNERS ARENT LOSERS! YOU ARE A WINNER AND YOU KNOW IT! NOW ACT LIKE YOU ARE ONE!

[Frank]

What you don't see, is that we're all losers.

[Tiger Guy]

What you don't see, is that we're all losers.

FRANK! THATS BULLSHIT! WERE ALL WINNERS, AND WE NEED TO ACT LIKE WE ARE!

[Andy]

Not that I'm trying to worry you or nothing, but you don't know depression until you hit my age. When you're of that age where you're not old enough to have any decent job experience, and not young enough to live off your parents. I live off around £10 a week and I have to drag myself out of bed every morning because I know that it'll just be as much of a fucked up day as every other, but I still do it.

Get out, get some air into your lungs, go for a bike ride, a hike. Regardless, just get out of the house and go remind yourself what it is that you love. Me? I fucking LOVE hiking to high places and just watching the sun set. Sounds proper gay but I honestly couldn't give a fuck. A sunset is one of the greatest things in my opinion so yeah. But anyway, just remind yourself you're alive.