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So Shit With Me is Starting to Hit the Fan...

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Tezuni:
If the circumstances permit, IMO, you should definitely make your voice heard with them as you have with us.  They need to know it's not fair to use you against each other and make you pick sides.  I feel like that is really reasonable, and you deserve better.  Family is so important, never give up on those who you know you care about deep down.  But don't let yourself get used either.  Just know that however it plays out, and however they react, it's not your fault at all.  Merry Christmas, I'm sure all of us here in rNd will be thinking about you.   

○ Μαρία ○:
Thankfully some of my friends intervened and have been taking me away from my family a bit saying "I need some time away from them". I've been feeling better because of it, but I do also get the occasional sad moment realizing I will never get to spend another normal Christmas with my family, let alone anything since both sides hate each other right now. Honestly I've already been talking to Cypher about moving some where else because I do not want to be tied down by my family's bullshit. I told them already I don't want to have to deal with my parents and yet everyone wants to insist that I am the only real mediator, but they don't seem to realize how hard this is on me. Yeah my parents can walk away from each other with some financial scars, and my half siblings can finally say good riddance to their step siblings, but me? These people will always be my family and there is nothing I can do about that, I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don't think they understand that... There is so much more to the situation but as I said I don't really want to go too too in detail about it, this is just a really scratching the surface summary. I trust you people though, and I consider you all my friends.

I want you all to know that I am not looking for any ones pity, I am just kinda in a sour mood I guess and needed somewhere to vent to. I appreciate all of your guy's support. I hope you all had a good Christmas though, I am not currently staying at my house for Christmas but I hope everyone is having a good time. I'm trying to stay positive, and have a good Christmas. Don't drink too much eggnog :)

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