I'm just wondering whether I have depression or what.
I suddenly get extremely bored, ( naseua, never learned how to spell it ),
and I can't bring myself to do anything.
This happens every now and then and it seems to only cure is to draw something.
When I do, it is wirh much greater skill than usual( the creepy eye is one example ).
I'm currently in the mode right now, and I can't bring myself to do anything but type this and watch T.V.
I'm hoping one of you guys can relate and tell me wtf this is...
I feel like that sometimes. Every time I wake up on a week day/During the week days.
I don't want to do anything at all. I just, get up from my chair and walk around a bit.
I don't even want to move or think. Just, sit.
Go look outside, maybe go outside just a little bit. Stand a bit in the sun outside in the cold. Feels nice for a while.
Sit back down... listen to the hum of the computer fans.
Go draw something, or go listen to music like Hotgreen said.
Go eat something and watch an old movie I've already seen.
Sometimes I just stare into a wall and have stupid thoughts that go on for hours on end.
Yesterday I drew a Skyline of a burning City being rebuilt. It was frustrating to have everyone peer over my shoulder deliberately when I wanted to draw in peace, though.
Sometimes I feel like that and never get out of bed for a while.
I don't know why. Can't really say why we feel like this sometimes. Too many things.
Only thing I do know is that eventually there comes a point in time where you forget to feel that way, even just for a moment.
And maybe you should search around a bit. It took me a while before I found a song I could really just tap into and feel good.
Then you find that you want to really explore something. For me, it was my Imagination, and the things I could pull from it.